Braces - Day 17 ~ I GOT IT!!!!!!!!!!

Err...487 more?? Okay..I don't mind!!! Guess what??? YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CLAVINOVA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got it!!!! It's coming on Thursday!!! So...my blog visitors...(my friends...etc. thnx for doing so..), my post title will be changed to... Life With Clavinova (LWC & Braces - Day ??&??)....It's the CVP 307...And I'm happy!!! Thank you, daddy...and mummy....I was so happy that my foot trembles.... >.<>

Braces - Day 16 ~ I'd rather DIE....

488 days before braces is taken off.... Today's HOT topic is; Life sucks to be in this family and I rather DIE than living with these people..... I hate them and I really hate them....I mean it when I said it...(or...type it??) ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Just becaue of damned RM800...They did not buy that f**king piano.... Yeah... I really hate them and I'll make sure they regret refusing to buy that stuff....Just because of that S**T - A**HOLE USELESS STUFF...!!!! I'm thinking of quiting piano class!!! Just quit!!! There's no point in learning any further... I can't remember anything when I got home... and I...I...I can't practice at home!!!!!!!!!!! Cuz I don't have that JERKED instrument....I will never..ever..ever... consider learning music again!!!! I'm tired and sick of the teacher....and I'm tired and sick of everything!!! I just feel like.....go and dig my own grave on my birthday so that they'll regret it!!! Just quit!!!!!!! QUIT!!!!!!!!! Myself is telling me to quit!!!! So....I feel like...saying good-bye to this world.... Which means...KICK THE BUCKET....

Braces - Day 15 ~ sounds....

489 days and counting... Oh my... I want the Acer Aspire 4310 - 300508.... Only RM1,799!!!! Oh~ But I only have RM1050 in my account and merely hundred on my wallet.... Hey~ B'day coming.... So....I ask for RM500 from parents can or not??? LoL.... I've got to much fancy stuff in my room... Some... I don't even get to use them...so..If anyone interested, please contact me...I'm selling them at a reasonable price... Ok..back to daily life... I'm not one of the few who stood in the canteen watching Jan's bday party... I wait in the car for my bro... It's raining....Okay... school...NOTHING~ no lesson.... it's Saturday...the teachers allow us to play... Happy~ and BORED '-.- So...that's for today.... OUT!!!~

Braces - Day 14 ~ (yawn....) Life is getting really boring...

So...another 490 days to look better... Yeah..today's subject, LIFE IS REALLY BORING!!!! I can fantasize about a so....Puuuuuuuuuurfect world I always wanted... But I can't change my real life... The real world... I just feel I can't face reality..I'll be running away from it... Everytime there's something new, I'll be the first one to be chickened... Yeah... Laugh about it... Sometimes...it's just..well...nevermind... Listening to YUI's song... Titled LIFE... there's a part saying... "I can change my life...!!!" But I can't... It's not me who decide...So, I do what I'm supposed to do... which is sometimes my decision... (I know you're thinking : What a confusing post...) Yes...not only this post is confusing... If you sit before you sleep every single night, and think what you had done today, everything, the embarassing stuff, the good stuff, the bad....etc. Then... you'll think your life is ridiculous... It's like a merry go round to me... always spinning...non-stop... it will stop when you're the only one left on it... By that time, nothing will happen, everything will so quiet... And you realise....life is over... nothing left to do...NOTHING and absulotely NOTHING.... so, I'm trying to find something new everytime I wake up to start another boring day...Well, not always boring... sometimes, there are something to cherish me... but sometimes...it SUX... that's why... and... so cut this part... It's making me cry...LOL... Okay.. tomorrow is a Saturday... and life is so damn unfair...(or maybe the HM is unfair) there's xtra class... ARRRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!! And Jan's bday... wonder why people so excited when bday coming near...so happy... but when that person dies.... they'll cry like anything...that's why... life is cruel... it will make you enjoy the early years... and make the rest suffer when it came to the end... She's my best buddy... and I'm not happy bcuz her age increases...shortening her life span...We're not immortal....all living things will die someday...
I don't want anyone I know to die....It will be nice if this moment stays... we will be teenagers all the time... Haha..impossible!! Now... should I come to Saturday school or what...?? Beacuse I've got a few more Elements to add to my history project... Ugh... SICk...nevermind..sick now it's ok... it's going to be 60% of my history mark in the exam in the next two years... 60%!!!!! So...I'm willing.... (come...dun come...come...dun come....*sigh*)

Braces - Day 13 ~ lol

491 days to go!!! YEAH!!! 4-9-1~~!!! So, yesterday I did not post anything çuz I didn't have time to sit right in front of the PC... My mum is not feeling well, so I got to look after her... It's my responsibility as a daughter, rite?? And today, my dad went for a tooth surgery... Last month, or maybe May... I also went for a surgery... cuz of some abnormal tooth case... I put ice on my cheek so that it won't hurt...or become swollen... and it worked!!! I got the tips from a website... but I forgot the URL... Ok, back to my dad... he can't eat a thing... he rarely talk today... Usually he'll tease me, joke... and 'threaten' me... (joking way)... But today, ~dustballs~ SILENCE...... Kinda nice, no one annoy me, but still... I felt pity for him... he's still my dad anyway... He sleep early today... I think the pain is unbearable to him... *sigh* Hope he feels better tomorrow... Dat's for today...

Braces - Day 11 ~ Yahoo~!!!

493 days more... hehe... it doesn't hurt at all now... just, a bit uncomfortable because everytime I eat something, some bits will get stuck to the braces... DISGUSTING!!!!! And... today, I went to the prinicipal's office after school, to take my phone, as usual... I found 'My School Rocks' brochure there... I showed Jan, and she looked... and she said...'Ya-oh'... And as I walked out, I heard the principal walking in, back to his office, saying 'Hey, what are you looking at? Are you trying to look into the question papers??' I was like....'Wow, there were question papers??' Hahaha~ I'm not interested in looking at it anyway... If I looked, it's called CHEATING, oh... why am I acting like a goodie-good girl when I'm not??! Nope, still, I'm not interested in the papers!!! HONEST!!!! Haha~ Okay.... OUT!!!

Braces - Day 8 ~ Cry... cry... and EDOINK??

Ah... early morning...woke up... so damn excited... haih... I thought I'm going to get a Clavinova to practice, or a Guinea Pig, or another Syrian Hamster for Fluffy's mate... but what I got is a Converse bag... and Esprit garments... The Clavinova... I can't get it now, my parents don't want to buy one, they're afraid I might get bored after learning piano for a few months, it's partially my fault. I'm always doing my tasks the half-past six way... So that makes my Dad not convinced... He said I can't guarantee anything by words... yeah... But I'm really interested in piano... Maybe he don't know my dreams to compose songs... I really wish to do so.. but I've got no instrument that I'm able to play with... He said he's going to see whether I'm really interested or not... because that Clavinova cost thousands, he don't want to waste that much money on something which I might got bored off...(wrong grammar?? don't mind that...) Okay, fine, I can understand the pirce is shooting like an india rubber ball...But my teacher says I will need a piano once I started playing songs... I'm in Grade 1, I just begin, don't laugh... I'm currently practising Sandman's Lullaby... but everytime I go for music class, 20 minutes is used for practising the last weeks stuff, that means, only 10 minutes left for new lessons, and I've got to do the theory too... so... 5 minutes for each theory and practical... How am I supposed to go advanced??? Like Grade 2?? I mean, they don't know I already learn the basics in school, I don't dare to tell the teacher... I'm such a chicken... Yeah, still, I hope, really hope, my Dad's mind would link up to mine, maybe he don't understand me... let's just wait and see... ah yes... EDOINK...suddenly EDOINK came up a few minutes ago... well... Okay, this EDOINK seems nice, but when you're a close friend, she will beat you up when she's not satisfied with you... (take a deep breath) Well, EDOINK is a pain on the butt.... for real, but, she's still my classmate, ans she sits right behind me, I just can't ignore her everytime she asks questions... and I regret thereatheing her the other day... It makes her afraid of me... I really hope I could turn back time and talk properly to her, not in a harsh manner. It's too late... but still... she used to be my best friend, until she became a troublesome girl... Ok... braces don't hurt anymore.... still 496 days before it's taken off....I wonder how will I look...

Braces - Day 7 ~ Ooopsieeee....

OOps... I forgot to post yesterday... By the way.. the badminton competition among us... MY TEAM WON!!!! 36 points..... and the NooK team... 27 ( not sure)... YEAH!!!! XD HahaHa!!! Ok....back to braces... pain not killing... almost can eat like normal!!! HAPPY!!!! but next month it will be tightened again.....will it hurt again?? I don't know.. Haihz... tomorrow is a weekend... and there's a Yamaha exhibiton in MidValley... got special price for Clavinova!!! XD!!! Buy me, please....Dad.....Mum....XD And... ferrets... RM800++ T_T so cute... but expensive... it's expensive bcuz my parents don't want to buy me one... T_T so cuteeeeee...... I missed YUI at music station... T_T so bad luck... when is the repeat?? YUI..YUI...her song so nice... XD...
Ok...time to go...
PS: Braces... 497 days to go!!! (+ torture....)

Braces - Day 5 ~ Piano Class

Still hurts... but better... ok... 499 days to go!! YEAH!!! School... was ok... lolx... it's supposed to be...rite?? Ok.. so pianolass.... goes on as usual... but I desperately need an instrument to parctice... and my parents don't allow me to buy one!! Well... I've got my own cash... but they just said no.. 'cuz they're afraid I might get bored playing piano and decided to stop, so the instrument will be wasted... I think they don't even know piano is my favourite instrument... I love music... it's food for my soul.. I don't know... I feel like I have to go even though I'm dead tired... well, i lacked of sleep.... and I've got to pay attention to the teachers... whatever they said... usually during maths, 75.8% of the time is spend by the teacher nagging, yelling and slamming the tables ( yes, the noise is almost like a rock concert).... and it's all because of the *censored* girls and *censored* boys... Ah yes... and tomorrow... my friends and I are having a badminton 'competition'... HAHA...Pro VS Nook team... *sorry guys*

Braces - Day 4 ~ Truth or Dare???

Braces.... hmm... 500 days to go... ok... So... today it wasn't so...painful... I could eat fried rice... Only with my right side... well... I hope tomorrow will not be another 'annoying jaw' day... Ok... for some reason, today, My best buddy and a few classmates (which includes me,my other two best buddy).... were so interested about the 'Truth or Dare?' game... i hate it.. 'cuz what they ask is... ridiculous... (Now, my mother starts nagging...and nagging again).... So... tomorrow, we're going to make some sort of interveiw... so... adios...

Braces - Day 3

So... I guess... about 501 days more to go??? Well... i've got class today...and the pain is..... annoying... I can't pay attention to whatever the teacher says... well, most of the time I don't pay attention... so?? No difference... Haha... but the pain is a huge difference.... I mean... OUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I must bite and never let go.. if I let go and bite again... let me give it a try....tense...tense....when I let go... ok... bite!!! OUUUUUCCCHHH!!! hey, the pain is not that long.... maybe I've got to bite more often...
Watch out guys, I'm starting to bite here.... maybe you'll be my next victim... Nah... just kidding... LOL....Haha... OK... not funny... '-.-
Pain,tense,pain,tense,pain,tense..... got to go... peace out!!!

Braces - Day 2

Day 2 of braces... another 502 days more to go.... still hurts... but most people on the internet says that it will only hurt for a couple of days... or maybe a week... I don't know... I had the braces on Saturday (14/07/07), which is yesterday... today is Sunday evening... close to night... but my teeth is.. kind of... tensed?? Well, there is a little pain.. but not a 'killing, continuous' pain... but if i tried to bite anything with the two upper front teeth... the pain is unbearable... that's for today...

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