Braces - Day 47 ~ Lazy to upload the pix...~_~

Today I felt so sleepy... And I went home early... It's MERDEKA EVE...We say it's merdeka for us too... LoL. Merdeka for us... this way...

I've got more videos...but not much time... this is the best....ENJOY...

ps: 458 days more

Braces - Day 44

School begins again..but... another 6 days holidays begins from Friday the 31st... YAHOO!!!... Oh..why do it take so long for the pix to show?? Sobs... SIMS SET!!! 2o bux only!!! I surely must have it!! But they don't want to take me to KP... =.= What lar...=.= Ah... since today is the first day of school after the one week holiday, everyone fell asleep during maths time... VERY SLEEPY!!! Even my eyes were drooping... Hope it won't happen again...LoL

Braces - Day 43 ~ Final day holiday...

Tomorrow... Back to school I go... And I know, none of you will ever guess... but... on this final day... we went to Melaka...pictures...emm..I can't upload it now..cuz I wan to take a picture of my teeth after the first session since I put it on... So.. WAIT....

ps: 462 days more

Day 41 - Ehm....

So..tomorrow will e my first session with the dentist... after putting on the braces.... Well... I think the people who experienced braces will now the purpose... TIGHTENING. I haven't use the rubber for quite a time... will he notice? I mean the dentist... Okay... dentist is not such a big deal... only the part where I must go alone into the cold room.... My parents said I'm old enough to go by my own... But, still... the room makes my blood churn..Hey, I had my surgery there okay?! I'm like... not fully unconscious, so... I can see the reflection of what they're doing to my gums from the light.... But... that moment, I don't feel afraid... no, not at all... I feel it was interesting... and I kept looking... My ambition is to be a surgeon..so, a minor surgery like this won't make me shout out in fright... Okay... so... Again, I wonder why my parents are always comparing me with others??? Like my dad's friend's daughter who is 18... who can pay the cost to travel around the world...using her own cash... Okay... First, it's not that I don't want to find my own money or whether I'm too chicken...It's about the LAW... they don't allow ME to work YET... Not until I'm... 17?? Or 18... While the Europeans... they can start working at the age of 16... That is so unfair... I really want to work... So I can buy things I want... Without asking my parents for it... SECOND... I HATE BEING COMPARED WITH OTHERS AS IT WEAKENS MY SPIRIT!!!!! OKAY?!

ps: 463 days more??

Braces - Day 40

I had enough!!!! Why on earth they have to be so damn...kpc?! This thing nearly drive me crazy... I don't know...I just visited friendster and my mum said...'whatever...disgusting...' She's disgusting for not knowing what's that... She thinks I'm looking for BF's through that thing....GROSS... I don't simply add anybody...okay?! I only add my friends.. people that I know!!! WHAT THE HELL IS SHE TALKING ABOUT?! If I'm really that disgusting, I surely signed up for something like...ergh... Quit talking about this!!! That's why I want to buy my OWN computer with my OWN money...so that I can do anything I wish....without being controlled by these people!!! ARGH!!!! THEY'RE THE DISGUSTING ONES!!!! And my brother... HOW STUPID... he's a pondan... he pooped in his pants till 11 years old....LAUGH AT THAT!!! THIS IS TRUE!!! I CAN SWEAR!!! He don't even know what friendster is...no wonder... he don't have any friends... Only a boy who always betrayed him and he still keep saying that that boy is still his best friend..!!! How horrible is that? He don't even understand what does bestfriends mean.... Sooooooo STUPID!!!

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Braces - Day 39 ~ Unfair...

I'm telling the truth here... I wonder why..mum said i see the thing that I'm not supposed to see over the net... Beats me... Okay... I'm fed up of being the not-so-good child in my family... Harold is always the best... Nevermind... I'm going to proof it.... Once I can survive on my own... they'll see... I'm gonna beat that kid.... I'm chasing time!!!! This thing must be published before 12 am... it's too late now... Now it will be dated as the next day... ((sigh))

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Braces - Day 38 ~ 3 day diet

Hey... I was planning to lose my weight 'lil by 'lil every week...But I just can't!!! Check this out.... I got this from www.faddiet.com... I don't know.. but I'm trying this... If it works, I'm going to do this every week... Hope it helps!!

"3 day diet"
Instructions:
Drink 4 glasses of water or diet soda per day.
You can add herbs, salt, pepper, lemon, vinegar, Worcestershire, soy sauce, mustard & ketchup to your foods.
DAY 1
BREAKFAST
Black Coffee or Tea w/1-2 packets of Sweet & Low or Equal
1/2 Grapefruit or Juice
1 Toast with 1 Tbsp. Peanut Butter
LUNCH
1/2 Cup of Tuna
1 Toast
Black Coffee or Tea w/1-2 packets of Sweet & Low or Equal
DINNER
3 Oz. any lean meat or chicken
1 cup green beans
1 cup carrots
1 apple
1 cup regular vanilla ice cream
DAY 2
BREAKFAST
black coffee or tea w/1-2 packets of Sweet & Low or Equal
1 Egg
1/2 Banana
1 Toast
LUNCH
1 cup cottage cheese or tuna
8 regular saltine crackers
DINNER
2 beef franks
1 cup broccoli or cabbage
1/2 cup carrots
1/2 banana
1/2 cup regular vanilla ice cream
DAY 3
BREAKFAST
black coffee or tea w/1-2 packets of Sweet & Low or Equal
5 regular saltine crackers
1 oz. cheddar cheese
1 apple
LUNCH
1 boiled egg
1 toast
black coffee or tea w/1-2 packets of Sweet & Low or Equal
DINNER
1 cup tuna
1 cup carrots
1 cup cauliflower
1 cup melon
1/2 cup regular vanilla ice cream

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Braces - Day 37

(yawn...) Tomorrow I'm going to Malaysia Airline's HQ... To do whatever for Harold's ticket... And... I want to ask... what do they mean by... 'Special Assistance'... Ohhhh~ DoTa... I want to play... But no time and to much files later my Sims lag like crap... -.- very slow....-.- I'm very impaient you know... And today I killed Isabella Taylor in the Sims 2 game... (sorry if there's any similarity with real life..) She died of hunger...~ The day supposed to be her wedding and her best friend's... Both of them was pregnant... Now her best friend had given birth to a boy... Isabella's fiancee was furious... and he smashed the vase containing her ash... The spirit also wandered around the house.. Isabella's fiancee moved out from the house.... and the Swindel family... was left there... so..I want to move them to another house....

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Braces - Day 36 ~ warcraft...o2jam..trickster..

Sobs.... How I wish... I'm able to play these games... T_T One week holiday, but bro got extra class... he's gonan face an exam in a week and ??days.. How I wish can go Pulau Perhentian again... The sea water...so blue... but damn salty... I mean.. WAAAAY salty than the ordinary beaches...(NOT MORE SALTY THAN DEAD SEA!!!!) I want go snorkelling again... I want to chase the turtles and take a closer look...(Sounds imposible... hehe) So...where are we going?? I'll write when I know... CORN AND CHEESE!!!!~ My favourite!!!! (U don't understand... do you?? I saw that...LoL)

ps: 468 days to go

Braces - Day 34 - TEST OVER!!!!

I can't blog for a few days... Test... My second semester test... Finally, today is the last day.. But!!! If I....did not manage to get the marks my parents desired...then it's goodbye to blogging for a loooooooooooong time... I can only post again on November.... Please...I did as well as possible... not like some people...(clears throat) CHEATING!!!! I helped my friend cheat for just a question... I don't know... sometimes I just feel bad about that girl... not saying the answer... This is the only thing I can say for today... So...good luck to anyone who's gonna face a test... whether it's educational... or in life... ((wink))

XOXO,
ELiA

ps: 470 days to go...

Braces - Day 29 ~ No posts..for the last few days...

Sorry guys... We went out on friday to celebrate my bro's birthday.. And on saturday... I didn't have time to seat on this chair to post...my bro was on it... And finally...today, which is also my b'day... My age increased by one year...It is supposed to be a 'yay..' or a 'sob..' My age increase and my time on Earth decreases... Sometimes..I feel lucky to be here right now...sometimes.. I feel like everything is not meant for me... And today... I'm feeling lucky... I'm lucky to have nice friends... families and relatives... Only.. mum's family..like...my relatives from my mum's side.. I don't think they know... Even though I'm closer to them than my dad's side... It's weird right?? Still, sometimes, writting a post here makes me cry... It could be happy tears, or the true cry... Like.... 'Is it really that bad..???' Haha... My bro's b'day, we celebrated at Friday's... the shrimp was delicious... really... He had lamb steak, my dad had fisherman's platter... mum, some kind of grilled salmon... But me...I had pizza... I asked for it... It's okay too... Even though.. I wished for something....not the food or where I celebrate my b'day... I wish... the person I really loved wished me... but... he don't even know me in the first place.... It's stupid.. Isn't it?? I never seen the real him anyway...

ps: 474 days more...

Braces - Day 26

477 days...and counting... I'm too lazy too attend the coming Saturday class...STUPID PTA!!!! CURSE THE PERSON WHO SUGGESTED SATURDAY CLASS!!!! I want he/she/them/it to pay back my sleeping time!!! I'm tired okay?!! And I can't skip class because that teacher wants us to do the K.H.B folio....my GOD...!!! HATE HER!!! And tomorrow I've got to use that sewing machine...I'm wondering...Why the hell we have to learn to sew?? And using the sewing machine....is not that our ambition is to become taylors... Gross... (yawn...) life IS boring... This week has got 3 times KH...NO LIBRARY!!! AAAAAAARRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!! I DON'T FEEL LIKE COMING!!!!! Ok...time to go...(dustballs..)

ps: curse d peeps involved in saturday class idea...

Braces - Day 25 ~ Why..???

Okay....479 days... For some reason, I dunno why... She's not doing the job... I dunno....Why are people like this?? Right now I can't trust anyone!!! Maybe.... She still like hanging out with the more softer girls, more vain... Arh..nevermind... Now everything is a huge pressure... Test is coming... Parents like..ugh...I just need time...I'm not lazy I'm just bored...Or whatever..... C'mon man!! I spent almost half of my day...from 8am up to 3.10pm with books!!! I'm frustrated!! I can't do things I want...And...this Saturday...there's Saturday class.... Just one day before my b'day... ugh!!! SICKKKKK!!!!!

Braces - Day 24 ~ This weird feeling....

480 days to go, before I end my days with the braces... Clavinova...I think...I don't want to talk about it again..Well, it's still my best instrument... Recently, I had this feeling... It's like...wakaranai...It's just...plain WEIRD?? It's about the so-called D-E-M-A-N-D-I-N-G EDOINK... She made me feel guilty... She's very nice to me nowadays... She's so sweet...She's not the type that likes to show off like most people I knew...(Definetely not PINK...you're nice,PINK...) But I'm afraid of the huge percentage of posiblilities... that IF I got too close with her, and I'll be HORNY like her...The whole day, she keep talking about g-string, thongs, etc. (Now...you see what I mean..) I'm not irritrated by her talk....OK...After EDOINK.... Mrs.K..Oh..Mrs.K...Why do you want me to do this?? I 'salute' her for being this years MOST HATED TEACHER award... She's like...so rough!! She 'striked' EDOINK at her back a few times just because she talks a little...She talks like...whisper...whisper... And the b**ch...UGH!!! HATE HER!!!!

Braces - Day 23 ~ What' s with my title??

It's too long too post that way... It's already day 4 of owning CVP- 307... Yamaha is damn great!! My problem is... I want a mp3 to midi converter....But....No such thing...I mean not the one I need... Okay... guess what? Unlucky me lost a memory card...512MB, SanDisk's... It belongs to my phone...My W810i...I'm not that scared but all wonderful Fluffy's pix, my favourite songs...all there....Where is it now??? I don't know!! It might be some where around me, or somewhere I don't know ( LOST IT...)... Hope to find it soon... Hey...wanna know one of my favourite games?? SIMS 2 SEASONS!!!! It's sooo...COOL!!! Maybe I'll put a few screenshots next time... but now...I really have to click that icon again...!!!

LWC - Day 3 / Braces - Day 22

482 days... And braces off...!! Clavinova...doing it's job...which is...letting me practice... uh-huh...so?? that's it... Yui... this lyric got me going... got this from : http://www.corichan.com/lyrics/albums/yui-cantbuymylove.html#12
HERE IT IS...
dakara ima ai ni yuku sou kimeta n' daPOKETTO no kono kyoku wo kimi ni kikasetaisotto VORYU-MU wo agete tashikamete mita yooh Good-bye daysima kawaru ki ga suru kinou made ni so longkakko yokunai yasashisa ga soba ni aru kara~with youkatahou no IYAFON wo kimi ni watasuyukkuri to nagarekomu kono shunkanumaku ai sete'imasu ka? tama ni mayou kedooh Good-bye daysima kawarihajimeta mune no oku alrightkakko yokunai yasashisa ga soba ni aru kara~with youdekireba kanashii omoi nante shitakunaidemo yatte kuru desho?sono toki egao deYeah hello! my friend nante saieta nara ii noni...onaji uta wo kuchizusamu toki soba ni ite I wishkakko yokunai yasashisa ni aete yokatta yo...Good-bye days

LWC - DaY 1 / Braces - Day 20

484 to go....CLAVINOVA arrived today.... I started practicing... I'm able to play everythin gthe teacher taught me!!!! YEAH!!! I'll come back next Wednesday.........playing all the songs smoothly...HEHE....ok...today is just this...

Braces - Day 19 ~ Few more days...or tomorrow...

485 days...I guess... I never lost count... Okay..so, maybe tomorrow I can start playing.... or practicing.. I forgot to post this two days... I was damn busy... History project... And guess what?? KHB and Geography project coming~ Oh my God...Secondary is soooooo~ tough...?? Not for all people... And, according to my observation, this is the longest blog, with the most posts... I've ever had... I've got a few blogs... but I tend to lose the password... forgot the username... forgot the e-mail I used ( Yes..I've got a few..), and the like... School, me, friends... A few days before I wrote this, I was furious with Mrs.K (My classmates... If you know who's Mrs.K...Hush!! I don't want to mention names...), why?? because she changed my seating position, and I've got to strain my eyes to copy whatever the teachers wrote on the board... I'm wearing specs!!! I can't see that well!!! URghhH!!! She really pissed me off that day..but I did not show my temper... Ah, the reason she changed my place?? Because she thought I'm talking to my friends...HELLOWWWW~ They talked to me and I reply them!!! I can't just ignore them, can I??!! Geez... Hope I will be able to play the piano by tomorrow...HOPE~ WISH~ Ok..time to go....