Sorry guys... We went out on friday to celebrate my bro's birthday.. And on saturday... I didn't have time to seat on this chair to post...my bro was on it... And finally...today, which is also my b'day... My age increased by one year...It is supposed to be a 'yay..' or a 'sob..' My age increase and my time on Earth decreases... Sometimes..I feel lucky to be here right now...sometimes.. I feel like everything is not meant for me... And today... I'm feeling lucky... I'm lucky to have nice friends... families and relatives... Only.. mum's family..like...my relatives from my mum's side.. I don't think they know... Even though I'm closer to them than my dad's side... It's weird right?? Still, sometimes, writting a post here makes me cry... It could be happy tears, or the true cry... Like.... 'Is it really that bad..???' Haha... My bro's b'day, we celebrated at Friday's... the shrimp was delicious... really... He had lamb steak, my dad had fisherman's platter... mum, some kind of grilled salmon... But me...I had pizza... I asked for it... It's okay too... Even though.. I wished for something....not the food or where I celebrate my b'day... I wish... the person I really loved wished me... but... he don't even know me in the first place.... It's stupid.. Isn't it?? I never seen the real him anyway...
ps: 474 days more...
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